By you, I feel, betrayed
For you, I would have done that
no one offered me the opportunity
to even react
I knew you, I did
before you knew you
Set myself aside because I wanted
to be better for you
and for me too
I have fought harder
you would not be able to imagine it
You do not know the journey
or the path that I walk
or the depth of my heart
You will not know
because you forgot to allow me
allow me the opportunity
Lie to myself about
about the bond I have made up
in my very own head
the truth I deny
you have floated out
the stick I have
it is not long enough
to pull you back
by you, I feel, betrayed
As I’ve mentioned a million times before, I am a product junkie. Nothing stops me from trying something that sounds interesting. Air foam foundation, yep, that sounds interesting. So I bought it. I actually bought this foundation some time ago. I cannot remember exactly when but I’m sure it was on one of the nights that I decided to walk around Wal-Mart. Or was it Walgreens? I usually find myself at one of those locations when I have a hard time sleeping. The fact that they are open 24 hours is a win for them. A win in the way of getting my money. I can’t remember the exact cost but I checked on Walgreens.com and the price is listed as $10.49. By the way, the have a buy one get one 50% off going on now. I couldn’t find it at all on Walmart.com.
I got the shade ‘natural beige (240)’.
Things about this product that I like:
It’s a good fit to my skin color.
It looks natural on my face.
Things about this product that I don’t like:
It takes a while to judge how much you should use and it comes out of the pump pretty fast.
If you touch it with your fingers it seems to disintegrate right before your eyes. You definitely want to apply this with a brush. Oh, and make sure you pump it on the back of your hand and not in the palm of your hand. I don’t ever put any foundation in my hand but I’m giggling at the thought of what could happen if you did. I had to try it. It wasnt really that funny but could you imagine someone’s surprise being their first time using the product and making the mistake of pumping into their hand. Okay, getting back to the review.
It is a bit watery when applying from your fingers to your face.
It has that watery feel on your face as you are blending. Remember though once you have it blended it is natural looking.
The foundation does last and looks great even at the end of the day. I think that maybe using a brush to apply would really help with that watery feeling. The handful of times I wore it, I did not try applying it with a brush. I didn’t like the watery feeling at all. I am partial to the creamy foundations I guess.
Overall, it has some positives but for the price, you could certainly find a foundation a lot better.
My weekend was jam-packed which leads to my posting late on this Monday night. I started organizing my bedroom closet Friday along with allowing four girls spend the night at the house. Needless to say I was not able to get it finished. I’m still working on it and look forward to sharing before and afters. I had no idea that things in my closet could fill up my master bedroom. The great news is that so far I have 6 large bags full of clothes and shoes that we are donating for disabled veterans.
Now to the four girls spending the night. That was actually a breeze. It really is a lot less crazy now that their a bit older. The girls were pretty behaved. It wasn’t until the next day that things were crazy for a bit. We had plans to take our daughter to get a new bat, bat bag, new glove, and anything else we though she might need for softball. I let the girls know that we would have to take everyone home soon so that we could get some things done. It was then that things got crazy. My daughter came to me to let me know that I couldn’t take one of the girl’s home. Something about she couldn’t go home without her sister. I was just a bit confused by that. The sister didn’t spend the night at our home. I asked my daughter if her friend could call her parents and see if it would be okay if I take her home. It seemed to be a huge deal. So then I recommended that this girl call her parents to see if it would be okay if she went to another one of the girls houses so that we could run our errands. That didn’t seem to be an option either. At this point I have to admit that I am getting a little suspicious. My daughter said that her friend was going to be picked up by an older sister who would come get her when she woke up. I explained to my daughter that we cannot wait for her sister to wake up and come get her. We had to get errands done and it was already afternoon. Finally my daughter tells me that if I pick up the other sister that I could take them both home. It wasnt that I didn’t want to pick up the other sister but the other sister was not at my home. She was not my responsibility. I felt as though the situation was a bit odd. My daughter was so upset that I wouldn’t pick up the other sister that it caused a huge fight between us. I tried to explain my concern and why I felt the way I did about this but all my daughter couldn’t understand. The girl told us that her sister was on the way. We waited for a bit and I decided to take the dog for a walk. Next thing I see is this girl and another one of the girls that spent the night tell me they are walking to the house where the other sister is at so that they do not inconvenience their dad, who now is apparently the one picking them up, and didn’t want him to have to drive two places. At that moment I felt like someone slapped me in the face. Did they really just tell me that they were walking to where her sister was and that they didn’t want to inconvenience the person coming to pick them up. Why couldn’t I have just drove this girl over to the house that her sister was at? Is this bizarre to anyone else? Are teenagers just that inconsiderate? Was there something else going on?
Sunday came quickly and our daughters ball practice was cancelled due to rain. My husband and I decided to take my daughter and her friend to the batting cages for a couple of hours. There were only two time slots that I could get back to back so we really had to rush to get there. Would you believe that half way there I realized that I had forgotten my purse and my husband his wallet? We rushed around and forgot money. You have to have money to pay for the batting cages. We got there and they allowed us to go ahead and get started while my husband ran home to get his wallet and my purse. At least we didn’t forget the kids. I had to laugh. The girls had a great time and they came away from batting practice more confident.
This was also the weekend for setting our clocks forward. Although it was daylight a bit longer , Sunday night came quickly. I hoped to go to bed early and get a good start on the week but because of the change in time I found myself up until after two in the morning. I fell asleep tonight watching a movie with my daughter. I think it was around six thirty. I woke up around nine thirty so here I am at twelve thirty and I’m not sleeping.
I better call it a night. Just a reminder that I am still running the $25 Amazon Gift Card Giveaway. It will end this weekend so be sure to enter everyday.
Goodnight or Good Morning, which ever.
Being a parent is hard and our children do not come with manuals. Being a teenager is hard and we parents do not come with manuals either.
The problem with being a teenager is that it is like a roller coaster. It is a bit exhausting being a teenager and just as exhausting for parents who have to live with one. One minute they are happy and the next minute they want to scream at the world. I recall seeing a television program that talked about teens and the program explained in-depth that the teen brain is still “under construction”. The impulsiveness, the mood swings, and all that other crazy stuff is an important process in the brains development. I am sure glad to know that there is a reason for all this madness. I have to laugh when my daughter tells me that I don’t know what it is like to be a teenager. Good lord, do you think I could forget. I remember it starting out all awkward and stressful but I also remember it getting better. That is what I want my daughter to understand. It gets better!
I asked my daughter to share some thoughts with us. Things that us “Parents” should know. If she feels this way I’m sure there are other teens that feel the same. I’m proud of my daughter for being a voice. Asking her to do the video is one more way for me to understand and to continue to stay connected with her. Parents talk to your teenagers and teenagers talk to your parents. We parents are not as lame as you think we are and we love you more than you could ever imagine.
Here what my teen has to say: